Its been along time....very long.

Im probably typing this too myself, but oh well..

Ive been in and out of a few things in my life for the last few years. Busy going through "growing pains", or something.

The last time I did ANYTHING on this site was in 2005 (!!!), which was a journal entry....not even art.

Every so often Id peek around here and there on this site.seeing how old friends were doing on their artwork, while I remained in the shadows.

I didnt even draw or paint in my real life at all last year, which was an incredible shock because Id be drawing every other day a year before, or doodling.

..Im not sure if it was depression or not. my family would ask me if I was painting, and Id lie, and say I was, when in reality, I had a block, amongst other things...mostly fallouts in shitty relationships.Its funny how two relationships can effect a person so much...it just made me into, like, a big ball of glum...for a whole year...I had to pick myself up.

certain upcoming popular artist, have triggard a reaction in me though.People like, Sylvia Ji and Tera MCpherson,have helped out grealty. Having been to a few meet and greets helped out a great deal. Also, a recent Anime Movie "Paprika" was awe inspiring.. a critic said something to the effect of "Japanese animators are reaching for the stars while, their american counterpart are still in the sandbox"...which I felt was a taunt..lol I took it personal. for my own sake.


These things, seem to have lightened the weakening candle light in my heart, into a furocious bloodthirsty, skull-fucking Flame of DOOM!!!111!!..hhaha, or something...but anyways. Truthfully,Ive become highly motiviated agian. I feel like nothing can stop me.


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I have something (finally, and almost completely) Done. This or next week.

I Promise.



Beware.


and




"BE MEAN".